Home sweet Home and “we” did not met for two months~❤

Lastly, I back home after a month.
I miss Home and my mummy keep telling me her things.
sure she feel lonely when she stay alone.
hei..hei..at home sure feel secure..~~~///(^v^)\\\~~~
No one will scold me excluded my younger brother.
Everyone said he like my eldest brother \(╯-╰)/
Miss them.. ≥▂≤　Must graduate faster...●ω●　　

Today, after two months we met..
For our lunch...`(*^﹏^*)′
Feel weird when I know we are going to met each others.

Feel want to escaped.

Have funny conversation but got made me angry..xD

Distance, will dilute feeling~

I thought that feeling was I does not like him anymore.

But when I met him, everything been proved.

It's just dilute does not mean no more feeling.

Youth Sunday and final exam..=)

Final exam time...>.< really stressful T^T
Too many thing need to memorize and MFY Sunday~
Am I giving myself too much stress?
Am I taking the burdens that I cannot handle?
Stress of this time exam~
Can't even sleep well...=(
But my last paper finally finished....!!!
Homesick now...xD
Miss HOME!!!!

This was the second year I attend for Wesley Methodist Church Youth Sunday~
I appreciated for all I have and thank you to all members of Wesley MYF..
Really glad to know all of you..^-^
Thank you Lord for putting me in Wesley Church~
Learn more and getting mature.
This two years really hard for me to walk on especially on my studies.
MYF of Wesley really like family~caring, loving!!
After 6 month I started to touch bass guitar again.
When I almost give up on my Bass guitar You pull me back again.
I miss it, really miss it...>.<" I won't give up anymore..~
Sorry for no doing well~

眼不见为净...=)

之前学不会睁一只眼闭一只眼。

但是现在，我却学会了眼不见为净～

少开口说话就比较好～

秘密就这样放在心里，一天又一天～

心里开了空间，把所有的事情都放进去。

有些事只想对上帝说～

他能保守秘密，他能了解我在经历的这些。

何必守着一个不会保守秘密的知心朋友呢～

那就保持朋友的身份，不想撕破脸～

我经历的，你不可能明白～

你经历的，我不想明白了～

怕了！乖了！谁都不信了..

那天看到这样的背叛，这样数落我的东西。

说实话，我当下流下了第一滴眼泪。
擦掉了那一滴，继续笑着对着你～

虽然没有继续流泪，但却痛得无法忍受！

那种感受，第一次感受到。

老实说~你们确确实实的利用了我对你们的信任。
换作是你，你是怎样一个感受？
会不会跟我一样那么冷静？
会不会用平常的方式对那个人？你不会吧？
你会先发脾气，找人告状！数落人！损人吧！
你不就是这样对我的吗？
但你应该感到庆幸，我只把自己给改变了~
没有告你的状。你该高兴吧？

别说我的改变是虚伪～
我只是不懂还有谁可以相信～
我只是不再把自己的事情告诉你们。
因为你们不知道什么是保守秘密。
"要走的我不留，要留的我不赶！"
我不想走回头路，让你们有机会再伤害我一次。
以前任何一个人套我的话有点困难，
但现在起，从此封口。

我承认我的世界很单纯。
在你们眼里可能就不一样。
别用你们的眼光来看我的世界。
我以为你了解，你解释了之后，一切都不一样了。
别拿我开刀！别拿我当话题！
别把你对我的了解，当成是当然。
你无所谓，我也无所谓。

对着你，我闹了脾气。很抱歉。

你说知道我要回去的消息，

你准备着等我回去。

不是不告诉你，只是，这次真的弄到我自己头破血流～
怕了！乖了！谁都不信了..

Stay Close to God..^-^

This few months..actually I really tired~

I kept crying, let myself stay in suffering.

I kept let myself unhappy~

I experience too many things, 

sometimes I really doubt that am I taking some burden that out of my ability?

Lord, I need You ! 

I started to know that "quiet" really more suitable to me.

I started to learn I have to keep away from the things that can make me unhappy.

I am a person that likely to get influence by others people.

I have to learn how to love myself and God,

then I can just started to get into a relationship.

Never forget my deals with God.

That's the most important thing now.